EVER FAILED?

When your nerve stops responding
pains are no longer painful 
thoughts are no longer chronological
words are no longer semantic
just when your asters refused to move 
and you are  about to submit to ill fate.

Hold on !! 

What lead you here!!!
why failure has become so customary ?
why every strive encourages you to submit ?
why words and thoughts are not in coordination ?
what enervated you!!!
ain't your eyebrows raised yet ?

Take a jiffy 

Analyse your surroundings
give a self psychometric test
you see
senescence have corresponded to cynicism
philein have turned into misein
audaciousness transited to brashness 
the odds have stopped being in your favour

Inference

suddenly you see an analogy 
between your behaviour and work
you attract all the negatives once you fail
and once you imbibe negatives
the graph between the two(negativity & failure)
grows linearly.
what's the counter part, you know ?
positivity and work
that too grows linearly.

So never relate failure with negative meaning
for it is 
First Attempt In Learning

SMILE

Still longing for that overwhelming wave 
For which your senses ever  craved
Just twirl up the ends of your lips 
And in the split second you know your mood flips 

It is a curve that puts everything straight 
Even if it is a tightly twisted fate 
Tease your worries and shoo them away 
So smile to your glory every single day 

It is a signature of God on your face 
Never lose it, Just embrace. 
It's a sea of joy, take a dive.
That's possibly how you can enjoy your life.

Smile tells you are religious 
Despondency just makes it oblivious 
Now enjoying that morning breeze 
Start your day with a big cheeeese!!!      

EYE FOR AN EYE....

He inflicted the pain upon me

so nerved!! I swore so would I                         

I could do anything to settle the account

even if someone had to die.

My reaction proved quite promising

It anguished him with the wounds 

But naive I was to think 

that I was immuned.

Vengeance I imagined was an immense ocean

able to quench my immense thirst

unaware of the turbulent waves 

that quenched me first.

Because every single moment 

i lived then was a bane

As I realized that I was in the  

predicament of guilt and pain.

I wondered if I could have prevented 

the pain I still bore as soon as 

my heart reverberated Einstein's quote

Strong forgive ,weak revenge & intelligent ignore.

Not till the very moment 
I repented for being unkind

I realized Mahatma Gandhi's words

Eye for an eye makes the whole world blind.

S-A-L-I-G-I-A

                                               

                                                     
S-SUPERBIA(pride)

A-AVARITIA(greed)

L-LUXURIA(lust)

I-INVIDIA(envy)

G-GULA(gluttony)

I-IRA(wrath)

A-ACEDIA(spiritual sloth)

One of those deadliest of the seven sins 

probably the origin of every other in a row

for which one has to bend low 

on the weight of stones inorder to purge it.

It acts as a symbol of unperverted love

for it burgeons the long for lust 

that accompanies with envy 

and ends up in wrath.

It makes you compete with Him

Ultimately you commit a mortal sin.

Because you loose your divinity

and turn into a  spiritual sloth.

And now your pulse feels a shudder

When your soul is about to fall

All you need is a slight push

and vanity (PRIDE) does it all.

(dedicated to Dan Brown)

BE YOURSELF

Every time when society tries you to vilify
Ask yourself what does that signify
It's their inability to take a stand
No need to doubt your own able hands

Leaving every weakness behind
Chase whatever you have in your mind
You got your own shoe,walk your own mile
Nobody is going to stand beside even for a while

You need to smother your fear
Be invincible to whatever you hear
Strangle their screams
It's your life, act supreme.

Again after rising high,if you face a fall
Don't regret!!  it was just an evening stroll
Next morning,when sun is on it's way
Cheer up because it's gonna be heyday.

Always remember life is an asset
It has potential to enrich your every facet
Unless
you treat it as a liability
And change yourself to people's priority. 

SALVATION

It was spine chilling 
I was confronting a noose oscillating
December cold was hurting less
What consumed my life was cold bloodedness
Reeling my memory back to the day I blundered
It was june 15 on the 2014 calendar

I had no money,I had no job
coked out of my mind I was losing my heart throb
Capsizing in the ocean of debts 
My every mile was occupied by life threats
I Lost my humanity to an ultimate level 
corrupted mind just ignited a devil

Theft was the crime I committed that day
But series of events were set to display
Post the theft as I ran hard through the crowd
Pushed an old man unaware he was in a tattered shroud
He got hit by a car
And I became murderer so far.

The moment tears welled in my eyes 
A black cloth with noose around my neck was tied.
As soon as they yanked the lever 
A taut in the nerve my head figured
For a moment I thought I am dead
As my eyes shot open today in my bed.

I was panting hard drenched in sweat
I was a dead man if it wasn't 6 in the morning i bet
I thanked God for the life He bestowed
as soon as my senses restored.
Sometimes dreams appear more real than reality
I got a lesson out of my own insanity.

BUT
The best thing today I have seen
is the calendar for it is june fifteen!!!

STRIKING (THE) REALITY

Why is this reality so hard to face

Or is it the fantasy too far to chase

I don't know how to bridge this growing gap

I am just grappling under water to come up for little gasp

I am not losing on me

That's certainly not my spree

It's just that I lose to my fear

For this reality is so hard to bear

Fear encroaches an empty space

where success wanted to embrace

However there is another element so dear

that acts as a catalyst to success and antidote to fear.

This element is satisfaction.

Indeed,it gives positive vibe to every action.

It does not mean to give up on our journey

Rather it's a faith to collide at some point with destiny.

Because the other end of the path is yet to be discovered

Don't worry,we need not be prepared.

Just walk down the lane 

Letting no fear come in that makes you lame.

So success deciphers when we code in the satisfaction

See!! It's such an easy transaction.

Then fantasy tend to become reality

when we live life with such a strategy.

CORRUPTION

A part of mind went black
it's the heart which got it hack.

Now that I know it's not easy 
scarce is the sincerity when corruption keeps it busy.

Since the day I was born
deceit was the word I was made to scorn.

As the time had rolled 
my trust and faith was being sold.

My hues were turning gray 
probably conditions gripped me like a prey

The golden bar was valued more than my skill
hence it would cost me a fortune to get a dream fulfilled

I started requesting money to compromise with ability
Indeed this element keeps  pretty good gravity.

I started bribing people to reach a better position
Hence I became the part of similar hallucination.

But doing this was not my will 
rather system forced me to change my skill.

This system lies in the center
where everyone is corrupt - from follower to mentor.

Here bad gets justify 
without any guilt or sigh.

Let the toast be in the name of those Kings 
Who snipped off the nation's wings.

They desire a lavish lifestyle
that's okay! if they have to be guile.

What if the subjects are being haunted 
Atleast kings are getting what they wanted.

Humans may get bankrupted 
but His lavishness must not be interrupted.

Bankruptcy was one such case
which started this corruption phase.

Therefore a man is left with no choice
but to - steal,swindle and make a hapless noise.

I was one of them
who took the corruption to the eternal end.

IT MOVES SO STEALTHILY

It's the heartbeat of the God
Never ceases nor gets biased for somebody 
even the ' Brook ' has an end where it forges the sea but this fourth dimension remains eternal 
The universe has been through a drastic evolution 
And we wonder how it moves so stealthily!! 

Though some say it flies by 
Few find it stagnated 
Many relate it with money
but never understood it's economy 
And when we are out of the pockets
We wonder how it moves so stealthily!! 

People name it as a fair weather friend 
When adding another feather in the cap is difficult for them 
But had the stable doors been locked earlier 
Steeds could have been saved 
But we are bound to our attitude 
And wonder what makes it moves so stealthily. 

It has  become a paradox for it's the measure of our efficiency 
We blame it for our low productivity 
Never bothered to see how much we lag behind 
Because we have a common tendency to ponder upon 
Why TIME moves so stealthily!!!!!

ME AND MY LIFE

One day,
Out of the hollowness,I'll reach towards the completeness
Things will be sorted out clearing all the mess

Covering all the miles and climbing every height
Life will then turn around and ask - what more you need, albeit!!

Like every time I'll ask for a little more
But I am afraid infuriating life would say-
"you never valued single in lieu of four

To me you made tons of truce
I kept my words but you often refused

You  changed the vision between us
There is no more harmony,no more trust

We were krishna sudama till you had gratitude
We became caeser brutus when you induced attitude

For every 'little more ' you point a gun
Ever imagined what stress I go through for your fun

Well..... You need not pull the trigger
It is an ultimatum, not a grain more stress I can figure."

No doubt life is so occupied
For it has no Sundays for stress to divide

My situation calls for a horrifying conversation in my near future
I looked around, I was arboured in my own fear

But never the less
This time when life will turn around, almost ready to war
I'll say relax buddy.., it's your time to ask for!!! 

MY STOREROOM

One Day,

When the corners of my brain were free

I heard the subconscious knocks that stimulated me 

The stimulation caused my feet to turn around

My mind acted accordingly, perhaps it was bound 

I went downstairs and opened the door

There were memories dumped down on the floor

I piled them up and dusted them off

Every iota of emotion brimmed upto the top 

My nose sensed the site of my toys

My eyes gripped the fragrance out of my joy 

No wonder I was out of my senses

Those video games and my first bicycle were no longer in my fences 

There were discarded notebooks of mine

Even through the dust they gave a good shine 

The heap of the board games and the collection of trump cards

Oh God! Those memories penetrated too hard 

There were many more things to name

Which for a young lad was no less than a fame

I again felt as a similar boy

Who gets delighted at his first toy 

As soon as I gripped the situation 

I felt a bodily sensation 

I realized the moments that have been perished

But alas they can now only be cherished!! 

BALANCED DREAM

One day, I had an image of my dream
I added colours in that stream. My soul proposed some yellow soothing enough for it to mellow Things ruined when my heart and mind clashed They dropped red and green, hence yellow slashed Red was my heart's choice Green was my mind's voice Those colours were so intense That yellow became hard to sense By now my soul was subdued For it had suffered much feud It turned to a hostage without anyone to save For money and desires lured my peace to grave Then deep down I heard my soul It said- remember what's your goal It wasn't money, It wasn't the luxurious desire But to wear a happy and peaceful attire I no longer wanted dictatorship, but democracy instead Yellow ought to be garnished with green and red I am the steerer, I am the captain and I am the projection to my dream I geared up yellow, watermarked red and bordered the green AND THAT WAS MY BALANCED DREAM!!!!!